honda rulz de streets!!!

27 December 2007

my blog is dead now... haha. its good. feel like deleting this blog and create my own private blog. holidays is going to be over soon which means that school is reopening soon...! have to get back to my study mode but i do not want... i want to continue spending my life this way. CAREFREE...! no worries no stress no work to do. just eat sleep watch tv use com and then eat... this cycle goes on again again n again... everyone goes to work while im at home doing nothing. however at least i get back my sleep that i lost while preparing for my o levels. wonder whether will i miss my secondary school... i sure miss my teachers esp ms nah and ms ilysa. oya, not to forget miss tow, my pms bio teacher...! HAHA.

hmmm... later going to joyce house for steamboat. got 13+ people. wonder how will we going to eat on one table. i still haven't thought of buying what food to bring there. the christmas exchange gifts i also haven't even buy them. all joyce fault. yesterday night last minute sms me tell me need to bring food there. zzzz... moreover we are goin to eat at her house lift lobby there!!! =.= thought we will be inside her house but end up we are going to be eatin outside. haiz...

got posted to nyjc. although its not my 1st choice but still its quite a good school. i still do not know how to get there yet...! i don't even know which bus stop i have to get down. zzzz... must wait until 1st jan then go with zhaodi they all. all either go overseas or workin until 31st dec. everyone is busy while i am not. feel abit left out but at least i can get my rest. hope nyjc will be a nice school. haven't been there before...

got to go out with my mum to buy food for the steamboat. think i will just end off here.

GOOD LUCK MY FRIENDS...! HAVE FUN IN YOUR NEW SCHOOL! AND STAY HAPPY ALWAYS...! WE WILL MEET UP SOONER OR LATER. DON'T STOP CONTACTING ONE ANOTHER WOR... =D

honda rulz de streets at; 2:17 PM

25 September 2007

as wad i haf said in my previous post, gonna post an excerpt on de bk which appealed 2 me.
de bk entitled 'the hurting heart overcoming emotional distress' written by 3writers.

de excerpt is on infatuation n love which attracts me 2 read further on. de excerpt goes lyk dis

Infatuation

infatuation is a normal phase of human sexuality, especially around the time when our emotions of love and romance begin to flourish. it is perfectly fine to be infatuated so long as we recognise it and differentiate it from love. while infatuation arouses many emotions and desires like "i need you", "i am the happiest person on earth when you are around" or "i want you. with you i'll be happy all the days of my life...", love is more than mere emotion. love is patient and kind, while infatuation is impatient ("i want you now") and self-centred ("i want...i wish...i need..." rather than "you"). love is a commitment to your partner, and your wish to fulfil his or her needs. a relationship based on mere emotions has roots that are too shallow to withstand the storms of life. infatuation thrives on wishes while mature love requires a lot of hard work to build it and to nurture it.

time clarifies most of life's issues and certainly, an important one like romance culminating in marriage can afford the test of time. many counsellors even suggest that the test of time, including the occasional short separation, will strengthen a love relationship. surely young people for whom the choice shall determine the whole course of future years and happiness will benefit from such tests. another thing is that infatuation may happen suddenly and without warning whereas love grows, and all the growth takes time no matter how quickly it may be. love seeks to produce growth in a relationship and that requires effort and even sacrifice, whereas infatuation often daydreams and may remain just that. love is calm and steady and intensifies slowly but surely. infatuation cannot wait to be flattered, insisting upon an ever-intensifying relation of emotional commitment.

infatuation arises when a single or, at best, a few characteristics of an acquintance attracts you. love develops from an appraisal of the total person - both strengths and weaknesses. a person who seeks a stable love relationship will ask searching questions like "would i want him or her to be the parent of my children; the kind of person whom i would be proud to introduce to my relatives and friends? the person whom i would want to live with for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health? can he or she be my constant companion whom i can trust to work out my daily problems with, or endure life's crisis with beyond just coping with budget constraints, housing matters and children's upbringing?"

infatuation thrives on a mental picture of the other person, a fantasy image which is largely based on idealisation, unsupported and unchecked by reality. the attractive points are exaggerated because this is desired; the weaknesses are too threatening to be addressed because they cannot withstand the test of reality. yes, the heart feels so much, too much indeed, that the mind can no longer think clearly. love is not blind, but infatuation is partially, if not totally blind!

an infatuated person may be "in love" with more than one partner at a time. genuine heterosexual love is considerate and focuses only on one person-the one it professes to love. it takes time and effort to relate to, and nurture instead of hurting. on the other hand, infatuation only needs certain romantic props and one thinks one is in love. this can happen at any time with any person or persons simultaneously.

an infatuated person tends to have a false sense of security in his relationship and expresses it in possesiveness, jealousy or unreasonable demands for exclusive rights to time and space over the other person's activities in life. love has a security based on mutual respect and trust, honesty, faithfulness. needless to say again, all these take time to cultivate. if a person professes to you too quickly that "i cannot live without you" or "you are my only reason for living", be careful; it is unlikely to be an expression of love so much as it is a sign of dependency.

honda rulz de streets at; 4:17 PM

haiz... got bac prelim results. al below expectations. mayb set 2oo high expectations le ba or mayb bcos sum tings get cock up. y do such tings appear suddenly, out of nowhere n is a silent killer?? did not sit 4 my geog n e maths ppr2 exams which means my report card wil b ugly wif de 2-letter word 'VR'. lucky my e maths ppr1 got 76/80 n dey count my e maths overall according 2 my ppr1 but unfortunately, i did not do well 4 my social studies... got 28/50. below wad i expected. tot ad least i can get a b3. moreover didnt sat 4 my geog ppr so tink de overall marks 4 my combined humans shld b 56/100 which is a c5. a big ugly c5 or rather 2 big ugly c5s. my chem got c5... study so much stil get c5. qns dat i wrong is either concept wrong or keywords wrong. failed my practical bcos of my qualitative analysis. no point tinkin so much now. ad least i got my wakup call. time 2 work hard. dis is wad i got 4 my prelims:

english => b3 (haven add oral)
chinese => a1
e maths => a1
a maths => a1
physics => a2
biology => a2
chemistry => c5
combined humanities => c5
so my l1r5 shld b 13 if im not wrong. haven improve. haiz....
den my l1r4 wil b 8(exclude combined humans).

so now i shld improve my eng, chem n combined humanities. gotta put extra effort now. not goin 2 let myself dwn wen i got bac o lvl results. gotta get ad least 5a1s or 6a1s.

tink nth much 2 write. de nxt post im goin 2 post abt a bk i haf read. sumhow quite interesting 2 me. de bk is borrowed frm my skul library. =D

honda rulz de streets at; 4:04 PM

13 September 2007

muahaha...! finalli got de chance 2 sneak in2 de com rm 2 cum online. haha. ytd nvr go skul. got sore eyes. both eyes red. damn red. ltr can c de pics, dat i haf taken since i haf not much tings 2 do, ad de bottom of dis post if ur 1. haha. stay ad home slp slp slp, slp until all de joints stiff. zzzzz... but ad least it is better now. sumhow lyk nth 2 post even though i cum online. wish dat o lvls is now n dat so mani pprs haf been done. awaiting 4 my 1 n a half month of break. sumhow don seems lyk break 2 me cos haf 2 prepare jcs stuffs. get ready al de tings read up on jcs stuffs. don even know whether can go 2 jc anot. now AJC de cut off point is 8, CJC cut off point should b 8 or 9 oso, den NJC can no need tink abt it. its lyk so far away frm wad i can reach. mayb go YJC de best. al aiss ppl go der. but den scared ltr go uni no good course 2 take. haiz.... nvm... juz work hard can le. as long as i haf done my best den dats it. cant change aniting afterall. my standard is lyk dat means lyk dat. muz accept it no matter wad. tink i go play com games awhile den go study my bio liao. need 2 memorise 23chapters of notes. sumhow it looks lyk an impossible ting 2 do in juz 1 day but i wil break dat impossible line. HAHAHAHAHA... (tink i've gone mad)

honda rulz de streets at; 2:13 PM

10 September 2007

hehe... photos of my godniece...! haha. i play wif her she smile den she play wif my aunts, she cry. haha. these pictures were taken while i was playin wif her. photo quality abit not good bcos de fone 6288 camera not good. her eyes very very VERY DE BIG!!! summore now 1 2 talk liao. keep screamin. haha.

honda rulz de streets at; 3:15 PM

03 September 2007

brrr~~ 2day is such a cold day. singapore now is under a cold spell. mayb 1 day der wil snow in singapore. HAHA. but sumhow its fat hope cos we r near de equator. keep sneezing frm mornin til now, not bcos of de cold but dunno bcos of wad. dunno wad im talkin. sneeze my brains off le.

again dis few days keep studyin. even though knowin dat o lvls is juz a few months away, my mood 4 takin de exams r stil not der yet. its as if de exams r very very far away, no sense of urgency. mayb bcos lack of motivation? i don tink so. my relatives has been encouragin n motivatin my cousin n i 2 study hard. i even make a pact wif my mum dat aft o lvls i gonna buy a pair of roller blades 2 spend my holidays off. haiz... tink dat day wil finalli cum. time passed so fast. even by typin dis post, de time has aready pass 5mins. im tinkin while i write.

2day 3rd of september is quite a significant day. de day dat sumting make me fall n til now i stil cant understand y n stil unable 2 get out of it. HAHAHA. wad a big jk. dats wad my godjie said 2 me. she told me im sure 2 get out of it but it juz needs time. mayb dats true 4 sum tings. nvm. let me stop talkin abt it.

find dat de song 一颗心该给谁 by 品冠 quite nice 2 listen 2. even de lyrics is nice. but 2oo bad cant find dis song in iwebmusic.com or else wil put in my blog. zzzz.... find dat dis few days i lyk puttin de 'zzzz' in everi sms dat i send 2 ppl. tired... dats al i can say 4 now... wish dat everiting wil juz end 2day n can b forgotten...

nvm... tink of happy stuffs lyk wad i told cherlynn. der is sure a part of our memory dat haf happy pictures where u can laugh 2 urself. aniwae, my godniece cumin my hse dis thursday. gonna make full use of dis time 2 play wif her. now she can recognise my face n voice liao. talk 2 her wil keep smilin. haha. ppl say dat wad tings dat can make u 4get al those unhappy tings? ANS: a baby's smile. de smile is sweet n innocent n looks cute too. also it has some kind of effect of cheerin ppl up. yearning 2 c her dis thursday...!

hmmm... got 2 go n study soon. wish dat im stil a sec1 so dat can enjoy dis september holidays. but nvm. lyk dat can motivate myself 2 study harder 4 de 2months break!!! gonna spend those time 247. not gonna miss out ani minutes or seconds. tink im gonna end here le ba. 2day is a cold day n anybody readin my blog pls take care n don catch a cold wor. =)

honda rulz de streets at; 5:32 PM

30 August 2007

woah~~~ my last entry was lyk so long ago. gonna update abit. ytd was a fun day! haf my mt prelims n de ppr was lyk so difficult? but don care la. anihow tikam tikam. den aft dat wen 2 cut hair n i cut until omost botak again. feel dat hafin less hair is more coolin. haha. den meet up wif a grp of classmates. go jurong fuji palace ice skate.

reach der n we look ad how de ppl skate. among our grp onli got 3 ppl know how 2 skate which is weiyang daryl n ch. de rest of us juz started. keep fallin but was fun though. den skate 4 abt 2hrs+ finalli know how 2 skate but move 2oo fast lose balance n fall. =.= alvin fall de most in our grp! summore he owaes fal in front of a girl n de girls ignored him. HAHA. but den he oso finalli learn how 2 skate. den de last ting 2 do was learnin how 2 break. n dis time everibodi al fall while learnin new breaks. even dose who know how 2 skate. in de end de noob noob 1s lyk me stil doesnt know how 2 break. break liao fall bacwards. den b4 goin home we took pictures n quite blur la. c below...

den went 2 eat dinner. 4 dunno wad reason sum1 says 1 2 eat ice kachang. ZZZZZ..... =.= go ice skate stil not enuf of de ice. in de end those eat ice kachang was shiverin. haha. thongthai was de funniest. die die 1 2 eat finish. everi spoon he put in2 his mouth he was shiverin lyk dunno wad. lucky i nvr go eat or else wil oso b shiverin lyk him.

den go n take mrt. den liangyi was doin his 'weird' trick? take de gloves dat he buy 4 ice skate n he started performin 'tricks'. we al was laughin ad him n de 'blue hand'. no 1 dares 2 sit bside him... c pictures below....

den went bac home 2 haf a bath n slp.... n 2day wakup 2 haf aches al ovr my body.... zzzz..... =.=

honda rulz de streets at; 11:15 AM

28 May 2007

OMG~~~ 2day 'o' lvls mt ppr!!! ad 1st go skul very calm make myself tink dis is juz a normal mt ppr but den wen ppr1 is given out n put on my table, i start 2 get nervous lo. start 2 sweat abit den wen start de ppr i read de 1st qns lyk 4 abt 10mins+ den c dat lyk no time lyk dat den faster write. alot of words 4gotten den haf 2 check dictionary omost everi sentence i write. wen i write finish de 1st section, i left 1hr 4 my compo! which is i 1 2 write abt bao4 zhang1 bao4 dao3 which muz write alot of correct pts 2 get a high mark. den suddenli haf de urge 2 go toilet!!! oh god. but den no choice so tolerate den write very fast until most of de words illegible lo. i read oso dunno wad i writin abt. but ad least manage 2 finish. i follow zhiyu style of writin. 3causes, 3effects, 2solutions. hope dat can get high marks. den aft de ppr1 discuss wif my frens den find out dat my gong1 han1 1 of de format i missed out! oh shit. gonna minus 1 mark 4 dat mistake! argh~~~

den haf a 20mins break? den go bac hall again. dis time abit calm. den start 2 do ppr2. wen i was readin my last passage left onli 30mins. wtf sia. so lil time how 2 do finish? so i juz keep copyin wads in de passage n rephrase abit den got 1 qns i know wads de qns askin but dunno how 2 extract out frm de passage. cos dunno wads 1 of de paragraph is talkin abt so i copy de whole paragraph dwn. HAHA. dunno how much dat qns wil b given.

den aft exams went 2 play volleyball. long time nvr play liao. ad 1st keep missin de ball or keep hittin de net den aft dat gettin de hang of it, i use more force den everitme de opponent hit bac de ball got 1 'piak' sound lyk very pain lyk dat. feel so sry 4 dem. den went home. mum ask hows my ppr den i juz show her de ppr lo. den she say ad least can pass but i tel her stil muz c de whole of singapore lo not juz my skul onli. haiz. no confident in dis 'o' lvls mt exam.

den aft awhile went out 2 buy drinks n walk 2 safra. haven haf my lunch yet n de drink is my lunch. sumhow i tink dat i lyk goin on a diet lyk dat. den went 2 safra 4 trainin. my fren tel me i work so hard 4 de past few yrs shldnt juz stop wen its de most important 2 get ur last trophy 4 dis skul n in dis skul. so went bac 4 trainin. ad 1st stil not used 2 de gun's weight. den aft awhile start 2 shoot n hold de gun beta n i shoot in de range of 8-10 even though i long time nvr go shoot liao. xiao3 pang4!!! where r u!!!??? everitime i cum u nvr cum u go i nvr go. =.= tot u 1 go skul team de rite? i b reserved u go shoot den i sit down shake leg n wait 4 de trophy 2 cum 2 me. xD (reserve haf trophy btw)

den now ad home bloggin. gonna go n meet my mum ad np cos she needs 2 buy fertilisers 4 plants n a new fan 4 my room!!! haha. my hse full of flora n fauna. balcony got alot of flora n abit of fauna(got small birds cum n eat de fruits xD n der is oso earthworms!!!) haha. den inside de hse no plants but got a tank full of fish n oso another tank on top got a big arowana which haf live inside my hse 4 abt 5-7yrs? very long ba? usualli my dad wil sel dem wen he rear dem 5-8months but dis 1 different oso dunno y.

den on my way bac home frm safra saw a few cool cars in my neighbourhood!!! hyundai avante modified n its super cool lo. shld ask my dad go modify legally. haha. btw my dad drive hyundai avante. den saw honda civic i-vtec 1.8litres de. oso modified. awww~~~ so much closer 2 de ground n look so much macho lo. my godsis husband drove honda civic i-vtec but nvr modify but nvr modify oso looks very cool n nice. lyk de bac n front part of de car n it looks so sleek lo. talkin abt cars i find dat our skul de students al haf rich parents. al drivin cars lyk honda, sum toyota cars lyk toyota wish which is modified abit, i even c a jaguar in our skul lo!!! wonder wil der b a day wen im stil in dis skul sum1 drive a rolls-royce 2 my skul... haha. fat hope dats wad most of de ppl wil say. haha.

hmmmm. shall stop here. need go find my mum liao. oso i very hungry. my lunch=juz a pathetic bottle of drink. *growl*growl* stomach grumblin while i typin dis post.

honda rulz de streets at; 6:46 PM